i think it's cause i'm bored, or maybe cause i sleep too much - but it happens at least once a summer - i get "sad". I'm not going to say "depressed" cause that's reaal emo, real...scary, so i'll just say i feel "sad". Dunno why, i'm clearly not UV deficient or anything like that. It must be my sleeping habits. and my eating habits. and the fact that i refuse to step foot off my house's property line if i can help it. i'll just say it. I'm a hermit. YAY!!! that felt good. don't be surprised if i start drinking my own urine soon. (mmm....pee pee.)

but anyhow, talk about some SERIOUSLY DISAPPOINTING SEASON FINALES (hey, i don't leave the house, what else do i do but watch tv?). Ugly Betty (which i follow because i like the clothes) was hugely disappointing, mostly because Santos dies (what a pity). Don't even get me started on Heroes. Absolutely....not going to say it. I mean, cmon, do they take the fans for idiots? And Grey's, seriously? No closure, no nothing. Lost...ok, i suppose. I expected more but it'll do. I like the flash-forward, although i can't imagine having to deal with flash-backs AND flash-forwards for 2 whole seasons.....all in all, tv has disappointed me.

On the upside, i DID get a cool hat...A hat that i would never ever wear in public unless i was in turkey, but i still quite like wearing it around the house when i vacuum.

Ummm...what else? (this is turning into a longer post than originally expected) OH, i'm having some lccf withdrawal. I'm dreaming about lccf people. No, i will not share details because it'll embarrass people - i mean REALLY embarrass people (like non-dating lccf people getting married and stuff. HA!).

Last thought - with my jordan/egypt trip approaching, i'm getting more and more nervous. i'm a big baby and things like going on a plane by myself scares me - i think it wouldn't be too bad if it were some place english speaking, but the middle east is completely foreign to me. AHHHH... june 15....it's-a-comin.....